Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I'll Just Say It...

I don't really know who i am...
really, i don't
i feel like i can be whatever i want to be
i can be whatever other people want me to be
in a way i just mold to situations
sitting alone in my room, it's hard for me to pinpoint who i really am

i'm nice
i'm really mean
i could care less about what you have to say
i want to know more about you
do i really care about people or do i just ask to make them feel better?
It's a battle within myself, CONSTANT
i'm mean then i counter it with nice
I'm nice then i grow weary of it and i'm mean

what kind of person am i?
is this the definiton of bipolar or human?

what are the constants...

i am honest and when i'm not i hate it, i hate lying
always sarcastic
always overthinking
easygoing
i can definitely dish it but i most certainly cannot take it
i have a hard time expressing real emotion (hate that about myself)
i tend to show off (hate that too)


that's enough self-analysis for now

2 comments:

itSAMazing said...

i dont think your a show off at all crazy! you need theraphy
<3 ;]

mike said...

This post actually intested me. Shows that there is quite a bit going on in that mind of yours!!!