It's just one of those things. I hate being a hypocrite, I hate being fake. This is not the real me. I'm not going to blame any one else and say that they bring out the worst in me, it's my fault. I see myself as a nice person so why do i find myself going off about someone and then cursing myself in my head. 'Why did you just say that!?', 'Why am i being like this?' ' Who are you?!!!'
I hate it i hate it i hate it! I've got to learn to hold my tongue. I totally believe that words are one of the most powerful things. So why do i use them against others? Why do I talk bad about people? It's really unsettling. This is not really news to me. I've always had a problem keeping my mouth shut and i always say the wrong things. I can't do this. I won't let myself get away with it anymore. This is not who I am. I want to be nice to people. I feel like i'm looked upon as a good person. Now i really want to be a good person.....
It's such a beautiful day :)
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why is being nice so important? is it because you think thats what other people expect from you? give yourself a break, give yourself the freedom to be "not nice". You are only human. write about why you think its so important to be nice.
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